That weird feeling is back. It is a mixed feeling. Choices are made. Some with the help of time. Some with the help of others. I am relatively sure of what choices i am making. No matter what i end up with nor if it is right or wrong. Sometimes u compare. You feel inferior. You feel that nothing is on your side. You feel that everybody else is better. A second you are walking, the next second you are sprinting, the next you fly. but all of a sudden you are back walking. Complicated.Im sprouting nonsense.Someone shoot me.